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(cw: death and grief) 2022 has been the worst year of my life and we're only 20 days in.

2022.01.20 16:48 AtlasCant (cw: death and grief) 2022 has been the worst year of my life and we're only 20 days in.

Hi all, I just need to vent. It's been tough.
As my title says, 2022 is quickly becoming the worst year of my life and I'm so worn down. At the beginning of this year, about 2 weeks ago, we received a 60 day eviction notice to move out of the home we've been renting for 6 years now. I graduated highschool from the highschool right across the street from this house, it was the only school I was able to stay at for the full 4 years. My own mother battled chemo and passed away in the room right across from mine, almost 5 years ago. This house has history, our history, but it'll never be ours.
I'm 20 now, soon to be 21. I live with my dad who is 64 years old and physically disabled. He's been bed bound for the better part of 3 years now, and hasn't been outside in over 2 years. He's still sharp as a tack very much aware of the situation and what we have to do, but I worry constantly about his health and how moving will effect him. A lot of this move is going to be on my shoulders because I don't want to put any strain on him.
Money is tight, well, what we have is tight. The most we could afford is a 100k home, or 600-800/month rent, but nothing like that exists here. We'll be moving 4 hours away to find something affordable. The housing market here is wrecked, and people like us are becoming homeless left and right because of it. We talk about not putting all of our eggs in one basket, but we only have one basket we're waiting to hear back from in the town 4 hours away. If that falls through, we don't know where we'll go.
On top of all of that. My therapist - no, my mentor, my guide, my best friend - passed away on Monday. I've been seeing her since my mother was diagnosed with cancer, and she's been like a second mom for me. I know it breaks therapy rules, but she even gave me her home phone number a few years ago so I could always call her when I needed her. And I did. And I'm struggling to cope with the fact that I can't now, or ever will be able to again. We haven't seen each other since COVID started because she was scared to work in an office, so we did telehealth phone calls once a week. I wish I could've hugged her one last time.
I have a voicemail on my phone from back in October when I accidentally missed one of our session because my phone was on silent. I've been listening to that to hear her voice again. (Please, if anyone knows how to save a voicemail forever, please tell me. I don't want to lose it.) It's hard to tell people you're mourning the death of your therapist as no one can really understand the relationship we had. I feel like I've lost my mother all over again, and I haven't been able to stop crying every time something reminds me of her, or I even think of her.
I just hope that, whatever lies for us beyond this mortal existence is pleasant and peaceful. And her and my mom aren't immediately together talking trash about me. I joke, she only met my mom a handful of times, but she would always tell me that every time she talked to my mom my mom would just talk about how much she loves my brother and I. I miss them both with all of my heart and I always will.
I'm sorry this post is long, but it feels good to be able to get everything out. I'm tired, I'm grieving, and I still have to finish packing up my home.
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2022.01.20 16:48 Puzzled-Ad-1125 Subtle retaliation

My mom, as she always does, was ridiculing me and making me do random shit for her while she sat on the couch threatening me. This time it was to take a box out of her car. In my head I think “ok it’s probably heavy or something” the box was a Dunkin’ donuts instant coffee box that weighed like 2 pounds. I asked for her key to put it in her car but she wanted to have fun with me and said it’ll unlock. I told her the key won’t remotely unlock through metal, cement, and pipes.
I should mention now even though I’m not the best in school, I study a great deal on my own and know a lot about technology and some particle physics. The frequency of her key just couldn’t cut it to open the car.
She wants to bet me knowing I don’t have money because she refuses to let me have a job since she believes I’ll spend it on drugs…I work in organizations to help drug abusers since I’ve lost friends to opiates. I decide to give myself some fun over the situation look her straight in the eyes and say “if that car isn’t unlocked when I walk out there(btw it’s 10 degrees and snowing) I’m going to throw the box in the snow.” I walk out, and I was right car was looked. Didn’t even think twice or look back just chucked that shit to the side of the driveway and walked in. She didn’t believe me when I said it’s out there so I said “don’t make dumb bets” and walked away.
There are times where you may find a way to mess with abusive parents, but I don’t really recommend it since it can go sour more times than not speaking from experience. Just a little something to give you guys a chuckle. Also if there’s people that aim to start saying it isn’t abuse or anything, yes this situation is not. But believe me I’ll be in this sub Reddit sharing some.
Have a great day :D
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ABSOLUTLY NOT!!!
Let’s raise some new and/or Hash tags on social media 😁
Few ideas?!
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2022.01.20 16:48 ellocomiator Hidden gems travelling Mexico

I am going to visit Mexico by myself for a month in februari. Visiting mexico has been on the top of my bucket list so I want to get the most out of my visit.
I fly to Mexico-city, I plan on staying there for a few days and then travel down to Oaxaca, Chiapas, Yucatan and finally back to Mexico city to fly back home.
I hope you guys could give me some tips. I searched a lot on the internet but I am looking for some more off the beaten track places.

  1. What are some good places to go snorkeling, rafting or other active activities.
  2. What are good places to see wildlife and do a jungle tour.
  3. What are good hikes/viewing points to visit. Maybe a multi day hike, it would need to be a group hike because I don't plan on bringing a tent.
  4. Best places to get original Mexican food.
  5. Fun places to party (on a budget) or a hostel I can't miss.
  6. Best places to learn about ancient Mayan history, I am also looking for a book or tv show about Mayan history.
  7. Any other places I really cant miss!
Thanks in advance for your answers!
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